Lately, I've realized that there is this depressing tone in all of my composition. And when you think you're going to be stuck at this runt, something happens. It could be a movie, a song, a book or even the words that people say on that particular moment.
If I might as well run, I'll run straight to the problem this time. Not away. Call it fate or schedules made by the media, but today was definitely rehabilitation. I've given up so easily. But I am getting back out from that bind. I have a killer set list to get me through the day.
And I'm going to start this New Year with an a apology. An apology to myself for not being able to forgive myself. An apology to the world for shunning them out. An apology to those undeserved silence and mistrust.
I can feel that this year, I'm going to need all the strength I could get. Spend a few minutes hearing really good music, being alone and being together.
This time, if the opportunity comes, I'll grab it. Sure, I'll contemplate on the decision a lot, but hey at least I'm giving it a shot.
